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Sometimes I fantasize about being taken against my will.

It's really not that often that I indulge in sexual role-playing, but this one's a big turn-on for me. Consider:

Thirty million years ago, when dinosaurs roamed the earth, I was involved in a long-term monogamous relationship. For three-and-a-half years I only had sex with one woman. We had your typical three-times-a-day, indoor-outdoor, weekend-marathon sex life.

During those years I got hit on any number of times. I passed on many sexual opportunities.

It's funny the way memory works. Today, each of those near-miss encounters stands out in my mind like a porno-movie marquee, with big flashing neon lights screaming "WHAT IF."

Now I find I have the urge to replay that scenario. A woman coming on really really strong, while I try really really hard to say no.

A sample script might run as follows:

"What are you doing? But... I'm in love with Monica! We really shouldn't be doing this... Mmm, no you have to stop. Oh god... please put your clothes back on."

Lying on my back, breathing hard, with my legs shaking from the intensity of erotic experience.

When I say "taken against my will," I don't mean "taken" in any rough, physical sense. I mean tempted beyond the point of resistance by the promise of exquisite submission.

To the point where I have no choice, no choice at all but to say, "All right, you dirty little slut... You want it? Well I'm going to give it to you."