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a thunder shower cleared the air

I got my computer back. I keep thinking, "I should update Hot Action... maybe I'll do that... tomorrow." And then I take off my pants and run and jump in the river.

On the weekend I was thinking I would come back with the Great Big Epic Blog Entry. But I'm out of practice when it comes to writing. I'll have to work out a little bit before I can do that kind of heavy lifting.

My thing lately has been making movies. I'm all up in videoblogging over at swordfight. I love it.

Here's the thing that's great about the videobloggers. No one is anonymous. People have real names, real faces. Think about it... if you're going to be videotaping your face and sticking it up on the Internet, concealing your identity is a concept that does not compute. It's so refreshing. It definitely makes for a civilized and productive Internet discussion.

Sexbloggers, on the other hand, are almost entirely anonymous. It seems weird to me in contrast, and somehow primitive.

The sexblogosphere is a strange, murky world. People tend to be very careful about what they choose to reveal. As far as really making connections between people, there's only so much connecting you can do with a few hundred words and a faceless pseudonym.

I'm not trying to slag people off for choosing anonymity on their sex blogs. It's more like I'm annoyed at a world that takes something so basic and important as sex and makes people feel they can't be open about it.

I would never want to be in a situation where I felt I had to conceal my identity and cut that part of me off from the rest of my life.

This is me. This is real. Hello everybody in the world, my name is Philip Clark and I live in Gaspereau Forks, New Brunswick and if you really need to talk to me, my number's in the book. I'm a bachelor who likes to get naked and roll around with beautiful women, and I don't care who knows about it.

Furthermore, thank God I can live my life as I choose without having to be afraid of employers, afraid of stalkers, afraid of exes, afraid of neighbours, afraid of cops, afraid of the government... And as for my parents... mom, dad, I love you very much, but if you've found this site somehow I suggest you go elsewhere (as if, my folks probably have about as much interest in reading about my sex life as I have in reading about theirs).

So would anyone like to come out of the sex-blog closet today? Yeah, it's complicated. You take shit from a lot of people when you're honest about certain things. But it's worth it, it feels good to own your desires.

I'm going to cut off this totally awesome rant to go record a post-thunderstorm sunset. As I said, I've been away from this for a while, maybe you can help me out with some ideas of things to write about. Do you have any questions? Tell me what you'd like to know. I'm making a porn video in a couple days. Tell me what you'd like to see.

Include your full name in your email if you want a reply. Include a picture, if you're nasty. Why wait? There are people in this world who are making things happen. Those are the people I want to know.

I've started a new videoblog off this site. It's meant to be pretty lighthearted, a fun thing. Check it out and let me know your thoughts. It's called Destroy Hot Action.

Comments

I'm glad you got your computer back. don't forsake the words for the sake of video, the words are important. but maybe you can combine your love of vlogging, and hot action, and become your own version of beautifulagony.com

I'm sure one day I will feel safe enough to be upfront about my identity rather than hide behind anonymity, and I will come out of the sexblogger closet.

Sadly though, I'm not at that place yet.

I admire the fact that you are; it may sound trite Philip, but your upfrontness and honesty gives me something to aspire to.

Found your website at work not that long ago, been trying to catch up since then. What you write about is amazing, it is wonderful to know that there are men out there thinking this way about love and sex, I myself write dirty poetry and keep a journal, not computer savvy enough to publish on the web. New ideas for topics???
How about some real dirty shit to keep me wet at work, nothing better than getting hot at my desk reading your words, Id send you a pic if I had one, look forward to hearing more and more and more......

Philippe,

This post is just what I've been waiting for.

I have been reading your stuff - swordfight and hot action - occasionally over the past year. I have found many comments and stories insightful, others funny, others disturbing, others in some grey area that don't really affect me in any way.

In any case, I am interested in your writing skills and your ability to captivate other people attention merely by posting your writing and videos about your own life and thoughts. Normally this wouldn't be enough to sustain a good following, but somehow you manage it.

I almost didn't post this comment because sometimes I prefer to appreciate something quietly, without having to seem like I need validation returned from this. But I liked this post, and besides - while I'm not a sexblogger (just a mere boring blogger with no real intentions or directions), I've been in the modd to unveil and admit.

Ok, that's it, thanks.

Hi Philip,
glad your back online - found you through reading The Girl's blog....
Especially liked your 'back to nature' posts... the pics in the forest and the swim in the river/outdoor fuck...

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